Jan. 8, 2025

S11, Chapter 16: Full Interview with Andrew Smith

I've decided to release this on the public feed...

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I've decided to release this on the public feed too. Patreon members saw it early and with the option of video.

I decided to title this "Chapter 16" mainly for future listeners. It'll be better to experience this interview after first listening to Chapters 1-15.

cheers,
tz

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Testing one two, Testing one two? Can I just call

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him see for people? Hey, Smitty, let's going man? Can

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I can I call you right back from my computer?

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Hello?

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Hey, can you hear me? Yeah?

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I hop's up?

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Brou Hey, what's going on? Man? Thanks for making the time.

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Yeah, no problem. I rolled three joints because I knew

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there was gonna be some shit, so I might as

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well get prepared for it.

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Okay, okay, worried? But you said you were driving down

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to Colorado.

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Yeah, I was going too, but I ended up So

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I've actually got my retail sales license to buy like

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all that shit fullsale and I ended up finding someone

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last minute who would sell me a whole pound for

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a fucking full sale price.

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So oh wow, that's cool all right, and it's.

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All federally legal because of that lovely hemp.

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Though, I appreciate you doing this, and let me uh confirm.

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Do you like to be called Smitty? I know that's

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your like online name, but yeah, I'd prefer it's pretty cool,

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all right, man. So if there's anything like, as far

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as you don't feel comfortable, I don't want to assume

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that you know I know where your boundaries are, so

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if there's anything I know you don't feel. I watched

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your trial, but it's so I know you don't feel

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uncomfortable telling someone to fuck off, but just want to

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let you know you're perfect, Like I won't get offended

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if but I might ask something that you don't feel comfortable,

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so totally like, don't take offense, just tell me to

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fuck off, and no, you're good.

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I fucking uh, it's funny. The only reason that got

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the angers you got was because she started asking me

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really dumb ask questions, trying to waste She tried to

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discredit me in the worst possible way, and it pissed

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me off to where I fucking retaliated, like right, right,

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And I don't think I told her to fuck off either.

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I think it just came out in such a way

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that I pronounced it that it told her to fuck

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off on accident, right, actually said it.

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No, No, you didn't literally.

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Like anger that was in that fucking sentence.

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I think you said it is quite frankly none of

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your business or something along that way.

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Yeah, something like that, But everyone knew what I actually said.

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Well, I do have to say, in her defense, it

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was like the only time in the trials, she actually

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tried to present a defense or like even cross question anyone.

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I don't know if you saw any of the rest of.

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The definitely chose the wrong one.

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Yeah yeah, well, uh yeah, man, did you actually watch

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the trial? I'm actually I'm kind of curious.

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No, I didn't. I only learned enough from what I

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had picked up from reading shit through the news and

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then like, huck, what is it between the TV I

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and the weed? It's breaking my head right quick?

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Yeah? Yeah, I feel you did. I'm sorry, Oh, I

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was just did you watch uh did you watch that?

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Yeah? No, I didn't really watch any of that ship.

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I just skimmed some portions enough to where I was

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confident that I was confident that he was guilty and

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what he did.

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You know what I mean, right, I feel you that

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makes sense? Well man, what what did you say? Did

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you say you had a TB I was that.

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Yeah, it's a traumatic brain and drink. I had a

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humby accident when I was in Germany. I actually had

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to submit a FOI request to the government for the

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fucking accident report.

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Oh wow, that's uh, that's intense. Uh, hang on one second.

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I just want to make sure I'm actually recording this, Okay,

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I am, You're good. I've done interviews before where I

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gotten to the end and I wasn't recording it, like.

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Will you please talk to me one more time?

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It doesn't usually work out. Oh man, Well, hey, that's

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actually a question I had for you. Can you tell

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me a little bit about Germany? Like how long you

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were stationed there? And did you meet Jazz while you

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were over there? Had you already met him online before that?

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I met him when I was stationed over in Germany?

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Okay, and that was what year was that? Do you

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remember twenty eighteen? Mm?

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Yeah, I want to say it was end of twenty

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eighteen ish or early ish or twenty nineteen, maybe whenever

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my son was born. I know he was born in

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twenty nineteen. Okay, so sometime in twenty nineteen in the

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early couple months, okay, the four months.

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I think?

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What are those.

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And did you guys meet in Tarkov or was there

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another game? Or that was the Arm of three Armor three? Okay?

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I've never played either of those games. But is Arma

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similar to Tarkov? Or no?

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So Alma is a you have to go Okay, so

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it's either you go and spawn into a world and

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you hunt for gear and then you kill people. Or

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you go and spun into a world, kill zombies and

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hunt for gear and still end up killing people. It's

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one of the same concept, same shit, you know what

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I mean. But it's not like as aggressive as like

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having to hunt for shit, you know what I mean.

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It's so much easier just fucking joining the world right quick,

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you know what I mean?

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Okay? Okay, So Arma is a little more casual.

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Maybe yeah, I'm a military stimulator. It's really casual gameplay.

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It's not really for not really for long time progression play,

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because it's really boring after you played for like a

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week or two, okay, because it's the same shit over

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and over again. You get into a plane, like Chaz's

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favorite thing was to fight looking hunt players while he

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was flying around in an F thirty five in Arma three.

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Okay, is that to like troll them or is that

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just a strategy to win the game or something?

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Or I don't know. I wonder if it was just

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been ap aggression thinking back on it, because he would

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go into or he would make him This was before

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I was close friends with him, but like actually friends

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with them. He would put himself into invisible mode to

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pretend he wasn't actually on the server, and he would

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go around and do whatever FU should, pretend to be

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a different character killing people on the server. Okay, that's

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the way he wouldn't get bothered by all the friends

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that he was just straight up murdering there and doing

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all sorts of other shit.

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Interesting, is invisible mode? Is that like a cheat or

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a hack or something.

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No, he wouldn't be invisible. He would just.

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Oh, oh, I guess that seemed profile to invisible.

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So that way you can track down if someone was online,

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like the only way you could tell if you were

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a fude enough. So like for me, for example, like

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the only reason I knew was because I shift to

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have seen his profile. I tro backtracked into my friend's list,

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and seeing he was offline, I was like, oh that

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makes sense.

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Oh interesting, okay. And you guys could talk to each other,

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like was it through discord or through the game that

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you could like chat during playing or something.

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We would chat in the game and then we would

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chat on discord over time.

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Okay. Do you remember like how you first became friends.

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Was it just you found yourself in the same army

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servers a lot or something.

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Or I had made friends with one of his friends,

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which was another abin on the server at the time,

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which because they were both abins, they were friends together.

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So it was kind of like a friend of a

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friend situation and we just got really close.

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Okay, did when did you guys start playing Tarkop? Together?

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Was it just you go back and forth between the

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two a lot?

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Yeah, So I've got it like a genuine question for you.

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Is there like a is there a real hang up

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on tarkof or is there like is there something I'm

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not picking up yet?

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Or well, okay, so here's my angle is I'm just wondering,

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I mean, like everybody else, right, like why the fuck

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he did it?

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Right? Just in no fucking sense, like sure you were dead,

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like I have dead. I'm like in so much debt

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and I don't fucking go out murdering people, right, Like

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that's not the fucking proper answer. God, damn it, you

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know what I mean?

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Yeah, exactly, And like, well, actually it's I just learned this.

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I thought maybe there was some kind of abusive thing,

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but apparently people who kill their parents, uh, what's it called? Parricide?

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It's actually pretty rare that there's physical abuse going on.

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It's like it happens, it's like ten percent of cases,

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but usually it's about finances or control. So I don't know,

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just in just in researching stuff, And like the one

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thing I came back to I might have sent it

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to you was that his search history, Like in between

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hiding the bodies, he was like searching how to complete

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quests in Tarkoff.

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Like, so fucking bizar, I'm just like, what do you

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go from? Oh, let's go do this shit? Hey, how

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do I saw this quest right? Quickly?

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Bro?

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You can't even do whatever you're trying to do right

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now correctly?

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Right? So I don't know that that was like the

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one thing that stood out to me. And I was

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reading more about how some people say Tarkoff can be

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really addictive as far as just compulsively playing it for

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like twenty or thirty hours straight sometimes.

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See that's something I've never heard before. But then again,

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I'm not a hardcore tark player. I don't get into

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games like that where it's Tarkov's the game where you're

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supposed to go out, you kill people, you steal all

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of their ship, you expel and then you drop all

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of their ship off in your crib, and then you

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go back and repeat it again. Just keep trying to

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your best over and over again, killing people in vice versas.

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That's all Tarkov is.

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Right, right, like a extraction shooter or something.

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Yeah, something other like that gotcha.

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So you never got that vibe though. It sounds like

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you never were like man Chaz is like addicted to

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this game. You never got that.

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No, like you would play like all sorts of shit.

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Well shit, I want to all right now that I

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have like memories come in. Yeah, I like thinking about it, like, yeah,

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I did play the fuck out of Tarkov, but like

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not super aggressively, you know, like I still had a job,

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Like I have a son and well my ex wife,

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now you know what I mean.

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Right right, I gotcham So he might have been playing more.

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But but but even so, you never really got that

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suspicion or nothing really made you think, right, I didn't have.

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That idea that he was just sitting here fucking off

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all day playing video games like he seemed like he

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was actually like had a genuine job.

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Right right, So is that possible in retrospect though? Since

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he didn't. He wasn't in school, and he wasn't working

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that he was just playing video games.

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Or like, yeah, probably, like, but I was confused about something.

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Something always stood out to me, and I don't ever

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I don't actually know if I ever brought it up

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to police, because I don't think I thought about it

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at the time. But there was something that kind of

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stood out, and I was really strange. It was the

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fact that when I had visited him, his mom had

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made some big show about this check hit came in

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It's the big one and like looked at him and

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kind of like did a happy like shake smile. Weird thing.

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I don't know, but I'm just trying to understand where

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the fuck did this money come from? If he was

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just fucking.

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Off all day, Yeah, that's interesting.

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Who was he robbing? Like or not necessarily you know

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what I mean?

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Though, Yeah, I had that question to myself, like where

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was he getting any money? I know he wasn't really

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you know he had that he had well, at least

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I learned in the trial. You might know this that

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he was he said he was working for the insurance company.

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That was lie, right exactly. And then one of the

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lies was he told his dad and I guess his

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mom too, that the reason that he hadn't gotten paid

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so long is that they were paying him salary and.

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Yeah, yeah, then he tried saying it was payroll or

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something was fucked up, and then right right, I did

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read that.

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Far and then like they did write him a check,

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but then the bank tried to posited and they said

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it was too much money, so they didn't deposit or something.

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Yeah, and that doesn't make sense. That's not how banks work.

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Yeah, exactly, right, Like, so it wasn't that truck. Do

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you think it was that check? Like that he somehow

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faked a check from the bank or something.

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Yeah, it was weird, like it's the big one. She

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was like happy and shake, and I'm just like, where

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the fuck did this money come from? Now? Like that

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stands out now, but I'm just I mean, I guess

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it doesn't really matter since the fucking idiot stuck in prison,

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right right, yeah, but like still I'm curious where did

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that money come from? How did he get it?

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Do you remember? Did you see the check? It was

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like something addressed to or made out.

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I didn't actually ask because I didn't care, like some

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or none of my business to be looking at his paperwork,

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you know what I mean?

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Like, yeah, truly?

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Yeah, oh cool, you got money? Where'd that come from?

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Right?

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Career buddy, Opal, Let's go spend something like you know

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what I mean?

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And that was was that the summer of twenty twenty

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one that you went to visit him?

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You know what? I actually don't Well, I think it

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had to have been, because it's I want to say,

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it's been two years now since the incident.

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Yeah, yeah, it's been about yeah, just about two years

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a little over. Okay, just going back to the not

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the video games thing, but like, uh, explanations, do you

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did you? Did you? Sorry, did you have any suspicions

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that he was on drugs or besides just like smoking

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weed or drinking or any I.

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Don't know if I told you, but my friend had

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a different friend of ours had told me that Chazz

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had been potentially drugs with ketamine at one point or

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another during college.

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And you did mention that, Yeah, tell me about what

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you heard.

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About that, just that it fucked him up and I

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didn't talk to him for like a couple of weeks,

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and then he magically popped back up. I was like Oh, hey,

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how you doing, buddy? Like, so, I wonder if he

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was doing okay and he was just dealing with human

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shit the way normal humans deal with shit, to deal

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with shit. And I wonder if when someone fucking drugged

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in with ketamine, assuming that's not a fucking lie, you

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know what I mean, right, Like, what how did that

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do to his psyche?

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Yeah?

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That's the only reason why I fuck with mushrooms and

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like weed, because at least the mushrooms will fucking help

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my TBI a little bit.

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Right, Yeah, did he did he smoke a lot of

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weed that you know of?

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I actually don't know.

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Did you guys ever smoke together when you saw him

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or no?

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That was something I had planned to do with him

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if he was actually innocent on all this ship?

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Oh yeah, damn. So like when it first went down,

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you probably had that thought like this can't be true

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for a while or.

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I just kind of sat there and was just thinking like,

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oh andnocent of proven guilty, you know, like trying to

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keep positive on it. Please fuck with people all the

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time for no reason this year because you know the

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one of those.

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You know, yeah, absolutely, have you did you talk to

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him at all? When he was in jail.

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Yeah, I think I talked to him like, oh that

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should be public record too, by the way, Oh like

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uh oh yeah, deal records like the phone calls and such,

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right right, yeah right. I think we actually talked about

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it once about wasting people's time that we're gonna have

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to end up listening to this ship.

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Wow, that's crazy, But you you pretty much. I mean,

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I know you've seen the evidence. You you don't have

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any doubts anymore.

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And I still fucking feel absolutely shitty for it every

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single day.

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Like what do you feel shitty about, Like the.

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Fact that I somehow played a part in the fucking

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evil that took place you intended to happen, right, yeah,

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But like I fucking wanted him to go out and go,

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oh do this, Like no, it was a fucking gift

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because I thought he was my actual friend. I was

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fucking happy to have a real friend who actually liked me.

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Yeah. Yeah, it's fucked up. So do you think like

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he is just some kind of psychopath that like doesn't

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really have human emotions or or like you know, I mean,

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he has emotions, but it's a little bit different.

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Like, yeah, I didn't notice one thing like when I

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went and was visiting them. I remember I had dunked

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him under the water instead of like you know, as

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a friend would do, you get up and get not

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necessarily pissed, but he would fucking around. He got up

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and he acted like, huh well, I guess I was

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taking a while to do that. And I stands out

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now like that's kind of strange.

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But what do you you said taking a while to

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do that? What do you mean we.

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Were fucking swimming in that river that he fucking apparently

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dumped body parts around?

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Oh wow, it was the wisconstant or uh yeah, the

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wherever river the right right, and you dunked him and

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he said and then he came up and he he.

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Just like, huh well, I guess I was taking some

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or too long to do that, like and I like

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laugh haha, like no weird smiling, and it was just like, hmmm,

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I don't know how I feel about this or like,

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you know what I mean right, like looking back at

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it's kind of strange, right, it's just.

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Kind of like a weird vibe moment. Well, what do

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you guys?

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Girlfriends fucking his mom or his girlfriend's mom apparently is

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somehow related to l Chapel or some fucking crazy bullshit.

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So oh really, yeah, so if you believe that, how

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are the fuck do you want to believe that? That's

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what Kat had told me?

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So? Oh wow, I did read that. Uh, she was

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some she had somebody that had been in jail for

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a long time, and that's kind of like people were

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giving that as an explanation for how she like was

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very motherly towards Chas while he was in jail at first.

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And I don't know. I listened to those jail phone

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calls and they're kind of bizarre.

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Have you listened to And be honest, I'm curious because

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I can't remember the crazy shit that I talk about

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when I make funk calls because I genuinely don't care

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ninety percent of the time.

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No, I haven't. I've actually just I've only found this

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stuff that's been put on YouTube, and there's a guy

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who put the calls between.

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I know, I've seen them.

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Okay, you have seen those, Yeah I haven't. I haven't

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seen years though.

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Yeah, I don't think that they're going to upload that.

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I'm sure they were probably quite pissed if they stumbled

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across the Wae where I talked about. Yeah, I'm pretty

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sure regardless of what happens here, no one's going to

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have to listen to all this shit in case it's evident.

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So I know somewhere we're gonna be wasting someone's time.

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So let's talk about how birds aren't real.

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Okay, that's kind of funny. It seemed like he had

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like a sense of humor, like it was kind of

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a drug.

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He was a great it's a great dry sense of humor,

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like a fucking around and shit, you know what I mean.

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But like, right, I don't understand where the mental disconnect was,

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and I really think it had something to do with

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the college and possibly that drugging if it actually occurred.

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Right, Yeah, so what did you guys do besides go

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to the river? Did you guys like play video games together?

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When actually I think when I was up there, because

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I didn't have a laptop at the time, I was

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fucking I was up there, and we were just like

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driving around and bullshitting, eating and like fucking off at

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random stores, you know what I mean, Like the difference

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that you do when you don't got anything better to do.

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Right, Okay, Oh, did you ever did you ever feel

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like he was a pathological liar or did you ever

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have like, did you ever catch a mental lie or

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something like that?

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No, I don't think so.

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Okay, interesting, Yeah that's something I just saw somebody online.

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That he applied for appeal.

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Uh, yeah, I did see that. Has there been any news,

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I haven't seen anything in the last But no, I.

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Haven't seen anything like new about that. So I'm assuming

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that he still has no fucking case or grounds, because yeah,

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I would rather like I'm torn, honestly, Like I'm torn

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between one of my best friend back in my life

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because he was my best fucking friend, but I don't

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fucking forgive him for what he did. But like, you

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know what I mean, Yeah, it's weird. It's really fucking

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weird to describe.

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Yeah, I can imagine, yeah, fucked up.

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Yeah, like, uh yeah, it's really fucked up.

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Well, damn, I was kind of hoping you would tell

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me about his crippling Tarkov addiction that made him do

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all this stuff, but uh, I mean.

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Way more fucked up I'd like to think.

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Yeah, I mean, even if that played a role, it

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doesn't sound like it was like a tipping point or anything.

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Like that. Did he ever open up to you about

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like cheating on cats, or like having other girlfriends or

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anything like that?

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You know what he did? Had one point when I

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got back to the States, he had said to me, Hey, man,

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there's this girl I really like, but I kind of

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fucked up. I did this. What should I do? And

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I said, honestly, man, if you cheat on this girl

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like as you did, or you cheat on her in general,

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you should just be straight up with her, just fucking

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tell her. Went up to that shit, and he said, okay, thanks,

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But I'm pretty sure he also went was like, well,

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maybe I can get like a voice disguiser or something

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and say, I'm like this person to like prove my

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location or some ship. So, yeah, I don't Do you.

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Think that's uh, because I know he called his dad

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pretending to be one of the school Yeah. Do you

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think he was using some kind of disguiser? I mean

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it seems like he had to have been, because his

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dad would have known right away. Right, surely, that's interesting.

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Oh and did you mention or I might be making

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this up, but I thought somewhere he might have mentioned

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you he was thinking about dump dumping cat or breaking

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up with her.

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Yeah, he had mentioned that to me that he was

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thinking about breaking up with her.

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Was that after he talked to you about the cheating thing.

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Or I'm actually not quite sure. I don't know when

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the stage this fucking grand scheme of his that started

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fucking being a part of the plan.

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Yeah. Interesting, And you never met Kat though, right? No?

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I met Kat? Oh you did? Okay, what was your

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uh impression.

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She's the fucking psycho?

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Wait what makes you say that?

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Well, I was in the military, man, Just take my

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word for it. Okay, interesting, Like you take that with

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however you want to take that.

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It wasn't crazy, It wasn't like a thing she did.

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It was just a vibe. You were getting.

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That and she was like super fucking infatuated with like

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knives and shit.

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Oh, I remember you did say that you went to

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That might have been the lawyer interview. She was buying

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a bunch of knives at at some store you guys

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were at or something.

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Yeah, they were like looking at or like knives and shit.

479
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And she's like, yeah, I really like knives and such like.

480
00:26:04.480 --> 00:26:06.480
And that's how I still feel like she's somehow had

481
00:26:06.480 --> 00:26:07.720
a fucking part and all that.

482
00:26:07.799 --> 00:26:11.519
But fuck, I don't know right, right, but you haven't

483
00:26:11.680 --> 00:26:14.160
you haven't, uh, I mean it wasn't like you were

484
00:26:14.200 --> 00:26:17.119
friends with her, So you haven't talked with her or anything.

485
00:26:18.200 --> 00:26:22.519
No, just uh one time before like the trial, like

486
00:26:22.519 --> 00:26:25.720
where she had done whatever, I caught her like a goat.

487
00:26:26.640 --> 00:26:29.240
I just want to let you know, it's starting to

488
00:26:29.240 --> 00:26:33.119
look like you really did do this. Oh and when

489
00:26:33.119 --> 00:26:35.759
I talked to her on the phone, it seemed seemed

490
00:26:35.799 --> 00:26:39.839
like a real emotional change. It seemed like a oh

491
00:26:40.079 --> 00:26:42.559
like she tried to make an emotion up. You know

492
00:26:42.599 --> 00:26:45.400
what I mean, You're weird. I don't know if I'm

493
00:26:45.440 --> 00:26:46.920
just talking out my ass though, So.

494
00:26:47.640 --> 00:26:50.119
You got you got the feeling that she wasn't to

495
00:26:50.160 --> 00:26:57.920
the point where she was gonna accept it yet.

496
00:26:55.920 --> 00:26:57.799
That I don't know. I feel like she had something

497
00:26:57.799 --> 00:26:58.079
to do.

498
00:26:58.039 --> 00:27:02.000
With it, right, Interesting.

499
00:27:03.119 --> 00:27:07.519
Because there's no way in hell he magically decided to

500
00:27:07.559 --> 00:27:09.759
do all that dumbass ship by himself. I feel like

501
00:27:09.799 --> 00:27:12.480
there had to have been some other little bit that

502
00:27:12.559 --> 00:27:15.880
might have helped with that shit. Oh you know, I

503
00:27:15.960 --> 00:27:17.759
never actually asked what your YouTube channel was.

504
00:27:19.160 --> 00:27:24.160
Oh yeah, it's more podcasts. My YouTube got deleted for

505
00:27:25.839 --> 00:27:30.000
some some they said I was bullying somebody or something.

506
00:27:30.480 --> 00:27:37.119
But I'm if it's the truth. So yeah, my YouTube

507
00:27:37.160 --> 00:27:41.119
now has like one subscriber, but it's called Tapes from

508
00:27:41.160 --> 00:27:45.400
the Dark Side, like Tails from the dark Side, but tapes.

509
00:27:47.720 --> 00:27:48.720
I'll pull it up right quick.

510
00:27:49.880 --> 00:27:53.720
Yeah, we're on Spotify and Apple and all that stuff. Yeah,

511
00:27:53.720 --> 00:27:57.079
we've done like ten cases or so, so this will

512
00:27:57.119 --> 00:27:59.119
be the eleven from the.

513
00:27:58.759 --> 00:28:00.000
Tape from the Dark Side.

514
00:28:00.119 --> 00:28:03.119
Comm Oh yeah, yeah, we gotta three.

515
00:28:03.039 --> 00:28:05.960
Free advertisement even for you. You're welcome, buddy.

516
00:28:08.240 --> 00:28:10.880
Is there anything I didn't ask you that I that

517
00:28:11.000 --> 00:28:13.599
you can think of be interesting to talk about or anything.

518
00:28:14.359 --> 00:28:16.559
No, I just kind of figured you'd lead it. I mean,

519
00:28:16.799 --> 00:28:20.440
I'm honestly, I'm gonna be as honest and truthful as

520
00:28:20.480 --> 00:28:22.359
possible because I have no reason to why to anyone

521
00:28:22.480 --> 00:28:26.240
this fucking life we live, why we die. I have

522
00:28:26.279 --> 00:28:28.279
no reason to fucking line of people that requires me

523
00:28:28.319 --> 00:28:30.759
to remember the fucking lie. You know how much of

524
00:28:30.880 --> 00:28:32.039
pain in the ass that is for me?

525
00:28:32.960 --> 00:28:33.160
For me?

526
00:28:33.240 --> 00:28:33.799
Just sound truth.

527
00:28:34.079 --> 00:28:40.880
Fus that ship, that's uh, that's the exact opposite mentality

528
00:28:40.960 --> 00:28:49.279
that uh chas seem to have lying about everything crazy.

529
00:28:49.720 --> 00:28:50.279
A little ship.

530
00:28:50.960 --> 00:28:55.680
Oh man, Yeah, well I think that's all I had

531
00:28:55.680 --> 00:28:58.359
for you. Man, that's uh. If you think of anything

532
00:28:58.400 --> 00:29:00.960
and you like I want to again, you're welcome to

533
00:29:00.960 --> 00:29:01.440
reach out.

534
00:29:01.920 --> 00:29:06.079
So oh, I promised me that you don't make me

535
00:29:06.160 --> 00:29:07.799
to look like a lunatic. I swear I'm not.

536
00:29:09.480 --> 00:29:12.039
I won't. No, I don't think you'll come across that

537
00:29:12.079 --> 00:29:17.279
way at all, and I won't intentionally do anything.

538
00:29:16.920 --> 00:29:18.279
To do that.

539
00:29:18.319 --> 00:29:23.240
I'll probably put the folk call for the crazy Patreon

540
00:29:23.400 --> 00:29:25.240
people to listen to the full thing.

541
00:29:25.400 --> 00:29:27.480
Oh that's okay. They'll have a fucking blast of that.

542
00:29:27.960 --> 00:29:30.839
Yeah, yeah, they love that, but it's only a handfil

543
00:29:30.920 --> 00:29:31.799
like I don't even know.

544
00:29:33.519 --> 00:29:35.559
No, I'm not even worried about it. They're gonna have

545
00:29:35.599 --> 00:29:38.480
a fucking blast if they ed a clip as it is,

546
00:29:38.559 --> 00:29:40.799
They're just gonna have a fucking trip because I'm just

547
00:29:40.799 --> 00:29:42.079
trying to be an honest person.

548
00:29:42.599 --> 00:29:45.680
Yeah exactly. But they're they're they're cool, man, They're not.

549
00:29:45.880 --> 00:29:49.400
They're non judgmental. They're pretty open minded. So but the rest,

550
00:29:49.440 --> 00:29:51.519
I'm gonna just chop it up and edit it in

551
00:29:51.680 --> 00:29:57.119
and little bits. But uh, yeah, I won't make you

552
00:29:57.160 --> 00:30:00.240
sound crazy or anything I was gonna say before I forget. Yeah,

553
00:30:00.319 --> 00:30:02.799
what's your I'll put it at the end of the

554
00:30:02.839 --> 00:30:05.720
one of the episodes the uh do you want to

555
00:30:05.759 --> 00:30:09.400
shout out the discord and like say who it's for

556
00:30:09.680 --> 00:30:11.680
and how they could find that if they wanted to

557
00:30:11.799 --> 00:30:12.279
join up.

558
00:30:13.559 --> 00:30:15.680
Yeah, just give me one second. Pull that up right quick,

559
00:30:15.680 --> 00:30:18.599
because the discord's name is actually Forward Operators Group and

560
00:30:18.640 --> 00:30:21.359
we are registered five to one C and if you

561
00:30:21.400 --> 00:30:23.880
type that into Google, we should be, if not the

562
00:30:23.920 --> 00:30:26.480
first tab, the second most popular tab, and we're a

563
00:30:26.559 --> 00:30:30.480
veterans organization that's helping for verse responders as well to

564
00:30:30.559 --> 00:30:33.839
help prevent suicide and just bring a whole community together

565
00:30:33.880 --> 00:30:34.359
of people.

566
00:30:34.559 --> 00:30:38.559
That's cool. It's called Forward Operators Group. Did you have

567
00:30:38.759 --> 00:30:41.720
found this or are you just like heavily involved.

568
00:30:41.359 --> 00:30:43.799
In there's one of the idiots that happened to be

569
00:30:43.880 --> 00:30:46.839
around when it started and I just wanted to take

570
00:30:46.960 --> 00:30:49.279
a shitty situation and try to help as many people

571
00:30:49.279 --> 00:30:49.920
as possible.

572
00:30:51.079 --> 00:30:54.640
Nice. That's cool man, that's awesome. Oh yeah, I'm sure

573
00:30:54.759 --> 00:30:57.599
this is you know, you hear this a lot, but

574
00:30:57.680 --> 00:31:02.720
I appreciate your service. Thank you.

575
00:31:02.720 --> 00:31:05.240
You're welcome. And it is the first link on Google

576
00:31:06.279 --> 00:31:09.480
and it is Forward Operatorsgroup dot com.

577
00:31:09.960 --> 00:31:13.480
And that's for Veterans three charity.

578
00:31:13.480 --> 00:31:20.119
It's for veterans first responders in military personnel mask and

579
00:31:20.279 --> 00:31:20.920
see everyone.

580
00:31:21.559 --> 00:31:24.759
Yeah, hang out, support each other, game together.

581
00:31:26.000 --> 00:31:29.799
Because only us, the ones who actually go through all

582
00:31:29.839 --> 00:31:33.079
the sufferings, know how to take care of each other.

583
00:31:33.240 --> 00:31:36.759
Yeah, exactly, that makes sense. Cool Man. Well, thank you, Smittye.

584
00:31:36.799 --> 00:31:39.039
I appreciate you, man, and I'll let I'll keep you

585
00:31:39.119 --> 00:31:42.160
posted on uh when all this stuff comes out.

586
00:31:42.440 --> 00:31:44.319
Yeah, if you have any more questions that you didn't

587
00:31:44.359 --> 00:31:46.119
think about, just shoot it all over to me and

588
00:31:46.160 --> 00:31:48.119
I'll try to get back to you. I've actually been

589
00:31:48.200 --> 00:31:49.839
using disc one more often, but now you have my

590
00:31:49.839 --> 00:31:51.240
phone number, so just.

591
00:31:51.240 --> 00:31:55.119
Techt me helly cool Man. Thanks bro, have a good night, dude,

592
00:31:55.599 --> 00:31:55.920
you too,