May 29, 2025

What Happened to Terrance Yeakey?

On the quiet morning of April 19, 1995, Oklahoma City stirred awake...

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On the quiet morning of April 19, 1995, Oklahoma City stirred awake like any other spring day—cloudless, bright, and filled with the mundane rhythms of a midwestern weekday.

Office workers filed into the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building downtown, parents dropped children off at daycare, and streets buzzed with the easy calm of routine.

No one could have known that the next few minutes would etch themselves into the darkest chapters of American history.

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Sources:

https://www.cnn.com/interactive/2023/03/us/oklahoma-city-bombing-yeakey-death-cec-cnnphotos/

A Noble Lie: Oklahoma City 1995
Released 2011
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2119373/




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On a quiet morning, April nineteenth, nineteen ninety five, Oklahoma

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City stirred awake like any other spring day, cloudless, bright,

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and filled with the mundane rhythms of the Midwestern weekday.

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Office workers filed into the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building Downtown.

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Parents drop children off at the daycare inside the building,

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and the streets buzzed with the easy calm of routine.

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No one could have known that the next few minutes

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would etch themselves into the darkest chapters of American history.

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And at precisely nine o two am, dot calm shattered.

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Jimmy pay the TV nine News.

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If you are anywhere downtown, you probably heard it and

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felt it.

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An explosion of some kind.

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Downtown, Oklahoma City.

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Take a look at this picture.

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This is our.

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Tower cam shot, a plume of smoke rising in the air.

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I was on the phone with that one of.

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The fire chiefs.

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Was an attack on innocent children and defenseless citizens. It

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was an act of cowardice, and it was evil. The

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United States will not tolerate.

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It without warning. A deafening explosion ripped through the heart

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of the city. A rider rental truck parked in front

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of the Murrah Building detonated with catastrophic force, its cargo

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of ammonium, nitrate, fertilizer and fuel, igniting into an inferno

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of fire and steel. In a single blinding instant, one

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third of the nine story federal building was reduced to rubble.

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The blast wave obliterated glass and a several block radius,

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tossing cars, snapping trees, and collapsing nearby structures. As panic

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screams filled the air, first responders rushed to the scene,

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weaving through a war zone of twisted metal and concrete.

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One of the very first people unseen that day was

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a man named Terence Yiki. He helped save at least

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three people's lives, pulling them out of the rubble and

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carrying them to safety. Smoke billowed skywards as sirens wailed

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and survivors staggered through dust and blood, dazed and disoriented.

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The building's daycare center, once filled with laughter and finger painting,

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was gone, buried beneath wreckage. Office walls that once held

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calendars and cubicles now hung like dollhouse dioramas exposing the

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wreckage of lives and the horror of what had just occurred.

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As the rescue efforts began, the magnitude of the attack

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became clear. One hundred and sixty eight dead, including nineteen children,

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and hundreds more injured. But even in the chaos, investigators

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began piecing together clues, bits of axe from the truck,

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security camera footage, witnesses accounts. By that evening, the haunt

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for a perpetrator was already under way. Within ninety minutes

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of the bombing, a man named Timothy McVeigh, arrested for

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traffic violation, was unknowingly in custody. What seemed like a

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senseless act of violence would soon be revealed as a

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calculated act of domestic terrorism, forever changing the nation's understanding

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of threats within. But what one man saw that day,

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that man named Terence Yeeky, would come to challenge the

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official narrative. When Terry returned home that night, he was

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a broken man. What he had seen would haunt his

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dreams that night and the dreams of many nights to come.

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But there was one detail that shook Terrence to his core,

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something that simply didn't make sense in light of the

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narrative he had seen undetonated bombs inside the Murrh building.

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Earlier that day, Terry's wife, Tonya received a phone call

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from Presbyterian Hospital informing her that Terry was there with

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a back injury and that he needed a ride home.

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Tonia picked him up from the hospital, and on the

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drive home, he began to cry, Tonia, it's not what

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they're saying it is, he told her. They're not telling

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the truth. They're lying about what's going on down there.

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Terrence Yeki's life can be divided into two distinct categories,

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his life before the bombing and his life after the bombing.

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You see, after that day on April nineteenth, nineteen ninety five,

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Terrence developed something of an obsession. Sergeant Yiki was attending

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night classes and working as a security guard during his

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off hours to pay child support. He also worked with

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kids in his off time in the DARE program, but

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any moment that wasn't spent at work or with DARE

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was spent on another passion, figuring out exactly what he

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had seen inside the Federal building that day in nineteen

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ninety five. In the years following the Oklahoma City bombing,

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doubts began to stir among seasoned explosive experts. One of them,

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a retired Air Force Brigader General Benton Parton, publicly questioned

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the official narrative. His analysis suggested that the sheer scale

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of destruction couldn't have come from a truck bomb alone.

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In a nineteen ninety seven letter to a federal prosecutor,

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he wrote, quote.

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There is strong evidence that demolition charges were in the building,

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irrespective of the size of the truck bomb.

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Terrence was not alone. There were others who were not convinced.

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Terry thought that he had seen things that he wasn't

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supposed to see. Friends and colleagues recalled his unease, especially

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after witnessing an unexpected federal presence in the immediate aftermath,

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agents and tactical gear already on site within moments. It

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didn't add up. His sister, Lashawn Hargrove, later recounted one

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of Terry's observations, quote.

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You know how they said the truck bomb blew in.

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He saw evidence of it blowing out, like something exploded

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from within the building.

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That contradiction gnawed at him. Just days after the bombing,

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Terry asked his ex wife Tonya to drive him back

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to the site under the cover of darkness. He was

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searching for something beneath the section where the daycare center

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had once stood, something he needed to see again, maybe

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even document. But as they approached the restricted zone, they

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were stopped. From an interview with Tonya yik quote, we.

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Did go down there, probably between nine point thirty and ten.

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He said that we were going to look underneath where

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the daycare had been. There was something he wanted to

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see over there and get a picture if possible. As

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we went down there, we were stopped and I can't

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remember which personnel it was, but I know definitely it

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was either atf or FBI, and Terry had attempted to

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badge his way through and the guy told him no,

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and he says something a little more specific, like you know,

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you're not supposed to be back down here. It made

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me realize the two of them recognized each other, and

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the interaction was very antagonistic. I think had I not

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been with Terry, he would have said a little more

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to the man and maybe a little more forcefully about

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getting through, But it seemed like he thought better of

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it since I was with him, and we laughed later,

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Terry told her he'd written a lengthy report to telling

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what he saw that day, about nine pages long, but

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that report mysteriously vanished. His superiors, he said, ordered him

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to rewrite it, this time just one single page, omitting

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most of what he had originally included. When he resisted,

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Tony received a call from one of the commanding officers,

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a woman who was abrupt and borderline belligerent.

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Quote.

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She was being pretty hostile, pretty aggressive, and asked me

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where Terry was. He said, you tell Terry if he

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doesn't get in that other report, that he's going to

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be reprimanded.

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In the weeks that followed, Terry changed. He was exhausted,

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emotionally afraid, and often afraid. Tonia remembered him showing up

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late at night, unsettled and desperate. One night he pleaded

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with her, quote.

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He wanted me to leave in the middle of the

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night with him. Right then, he said, we need to

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get remarried. Don't ask me any questions. This is the

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only way I can make sure you and the girls

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are taken care of in the event that something happens

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to me.

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She reported his erratic behavior to police, not because he

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seemed suicidal, but because his paranoia felt justified, he had

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begun saying his days were numbered. Then one day, without explanation,

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he handed her a VCR. There was a tape inside,

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but she never got to watch it. He spoke of

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insurance papers, then left. It was the last time she

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saw him alive. Lashaw and his sister recalled a visit

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not long before his death. Terry was in tears, exhausted

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but still lucid. He lay down for a nap in

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their home, and when he woke, he began speaking cryptically

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about the bombing.

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Quote, It's just not what they say it is.

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But when pressed, he refused to elaborate. I can't, he said.

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What happened next centers around a woman named Ramona McDonald,

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a businesswoman and survivor of the bombing. McDonald had become

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a sort of informal archivist of suppressed stories, photographs, documents,

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and survivor testimony. She helped publish a book called Angels

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Over Oklahoma City, and her home became a sanctuary for

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skeptics and whistleblowers. Among her collection was a full copy

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of Terry Yeekey's original report, the one the police department

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allegedly buried At one point, two men claiming to be

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federal investigators visited Ramona's home. They poured over her material,

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paying particular attention to the evidence surrounding the bomb. Terry

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later described two men he was scheduled to meet Ramona

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was convinced they were the same ones. On the morning

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of that meeting, Terrence was visibly conflicted. He believed this

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might be his final chance to be heard to hand

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over his evidence to someone with real authority, but he

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also sends to trap. Find out what happened to Terrence

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after a quick break, We'll be right back. Don't go anywhere.

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com slash Tapes from the Dark Side. On the morning

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of that meeting, Terrence was visibly conflict. He believed it

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might be his final chance to be heard to hand

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over evidence to someone with real authority, but he also

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sensed a trap. In a strange but telling precaution, he

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chose to go unarmed because he didn't want anyone to

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use his own weapon against him. The meeting was to

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take place near El Reno, at or close to the

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Federal prison. Terrence left Ramona's home with his materials and

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headed for the rendezvous. He never came back. That evening,

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Ramona received a call Terence Yiki was dead. His body

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was discovered west of Elreno, just two miles from the prison.

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The circumstances were and remained deeply suspicious. The following is

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a clip from an interview with Terence Yeki's mother, taken

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from a documentary called A Noble Lie, released in twenty

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and eleven.

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Of his death.

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When my daughter called me, I left work went to

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El Reno to help because I could hear the seriousness

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in her voice that she was getting upset. Why would

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the police be calling her looking for Terrence? And when

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we went to the apartment where he lived, the manager

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there stated to us, well, why are you looking for him?

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The police have already been here and taken his cruiser.

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I'm not sure what was going on. It was strange,

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and about ten o'clock at night, I had put my

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grandkids to bed, the phone rang, and when I picked

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the phone up, I could hear my daughter screaming in

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the background, and I assume something bad had happened, but

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I didn't think death. And my son said, Mom, they

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found Terry. He's dead.

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Body was discovered alone in an open field three hundred

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and eighty five days after the Oklahoma City bombing. He

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had been shot in the head, his wrists and neck

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were slashed. Authorities called it a suicide, but those who

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knew Terrance, his friends, his colleagues, and his sister, Lashawn

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Hargrove have never accepted that explanation. They believe he was

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silenced not by despair, but by something far more sinister.

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There's little dispute over two facts, one that the police

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department planned to award Terence a medal of valor for

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his heroic actions during the bombing, and two that Terrence

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flatly refused to accept it. What compelled him to reject

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that honor remains unclear, but those close to the case

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say the answer may lie at the heart of what

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happened to him. After all, it was only three days

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before the ceremony that Terrence turned up dead. A CNN

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investigation which has been the basis of much of this episode,

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and I highly recommend you read if you have any

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passing interest in the story. Later unearthed a disturbing pattern

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inconsistencies in the official story, records that don't quite line up,

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and a wall of silence from those tasks with uncovering

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the truth. Most chilling of all, Despite the gunshot wound

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to Terence's head, no autopsy was ever performed. Authorities claimed

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it wasn't necessary that the cause of death was obvious,

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but three former law enforcement officials familiar with the case disagree.

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In their eyes, the circumstances demanded far more than a

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cursory glance. They demanded answers. Yet, when press, the silence deepened.

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An Oklahoma City Police Department spokesman, Master Sergeant Gary Knight

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deflected the question, directing reporters to the State Medical Examiner's office,

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CNN article it's titled why did this Cop turn up Dead?

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director of Operations, Carrie Learned, responded with a single, opaque sentence, quote, our.

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Office does not answer case specific questions.

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Terence Yeki's maroon Ford probe was discovered abandoned just before

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dusk on May eighth, nineteen ninety six, near Fort Reno

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Road in Canadian County. The car sat alone, locked with

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its windows rolled up, undisturbed, almost eerily untouched, but a

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closer look shattered that illusion. A sheriff's deputy peered inside

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and spotted unsettling details a bible on the seat, an

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empty gun holster, and a razor blade, and then a

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disturbing amount of blood pooled on the seat and on

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the floor of the car. Roughly half a mile away

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in a nearby field or possibly a grove of trees,

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Terrence's body was eventually found. According to the medical exams

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Mner's report, his body bore multiple shallow cuts across the wrist, neck,

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and the inner bend of the arms. Despite the absence

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of an autopsy, the report listed the likely cause of

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death in stark capital letters gunshot wound to the head.

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If the official version holds, then Terence, wounded and bleeding

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heavily from self inflicted cuts, somehow left the vehicle traversing

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open land for half a mile before ending his life

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with a gunshot. There was no suicide note, no final words,

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just a locked car, a blood stained interior and a

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trail of questions that refused to fade. I've tracked down

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a copy of that very coroner's report myself because I

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wanted to see how that bullet traveled through Terry's head.

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I suspected this alone might give us insight into whether

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this really was a suicide or a more likely scenario,

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Terrence was murdered. The coroner's report shows that the gunshot

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entered from the rear top of the head, and the

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bullet passed diagonally through the skull towards the chin area.

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head in such a manner, but it wouldn't be easy

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to do. Not to mention, why why would you shoot

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yourself this way instead of just eating the bullet like

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a normal human. No, everything in this report pointed to

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this being a homicide. One shadow that hung over Terrence's

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final days was turmoil in his personal life, and it's

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often these details that detractors point to when they say

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that he did commit suicide. Once married with two young daughters,

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Terrence's family life had unraveled. By late nineteen ninety five.

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The divorce from his wife, Tonia was finalized amid a

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storm of disturbing allegations. In court filing, she claimed that

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Terry had assaulted her, beaten her, choked, and even threatened

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to shoot her himself and one of the children. These

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accusations paint a darker, more volatile portrait of a man

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already grappling with unseen pressures. Whether those demons were personal, professional,

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or something far more tangled remains part of the mystery

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that still clings to his name. Tonya Yiki has sought

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protection from her ex husband multiple times. Court records show

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she repeatedly filed for protective orders, and in February of

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nineteen ninety five, roughly fifteen months before Terry's death, a

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judge barred him from contacting her, except in matters concerning

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their daughters. The shadow of domestic violence loomed large, raising

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the question did the fallout from his personal life contribute

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to his death. We'll be right back after a quick break.

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Don't go anywhere, one of Terrence's close friends and fellow officer,

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Steve Vasser, told CNN he once read the full Oklahoma

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City Police Department report on Terrence's death, an internal file

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that was never made public. According to Steve, their report

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claimed that just before Terrence died, Major Steve Upchurch called

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him with crushing news Tonia had allegedly reported him for

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violating the protective order. Steve Vasser says that the report

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says that Terrence was placed on administrative leave and an

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officer was on the way to take his badge and

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service weapon, but those details, if they were ever in

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the report at all, remained disputed. Major Steve Upchurch, when

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contacted by CNN, denied any memory of such a call.

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He couldn't recall Terrence having issues with his ex wife

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or with department leadership, adding another layer of contradiction. Tonia

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herself firmly denied reporting him for anything. In nineteen ninety six,

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in taped interviews with author Craig Roberts later reviewed by CNN,

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she described her relationship with Terry at the time as

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being peaceful. She said they saw each other often, and

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just before his death, he'd even asked her if she'd

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consider remarrying him. She hadn't given a final answer if

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Terrence's death wasn't the result of a fractured relationship or

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fear of professional fallout, that left the official narrative basically

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that he was tormented by the Oklahoma City bombing and

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killed himself. News reports following his death described a man

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haunted by the horror in the rubble, grieving over those

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he couldn't save. From an interview with Lieutenant Joe Ann

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Randall in nineteen ninety six, with the Associated Press.

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Quote, there are some people that like to be heroes

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and some that don't. He was not one who wanted that.

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Over ten thousand voices in Oklahoma County once cried out

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for answers, and though a grand jury officially dismissed claims

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of additional suspects or government knowledge, the questions didn't disappear.

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They only grew louder in the silence. Charles Key in

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the Oklahoma Bombing Investigation Committee poured years into a five

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hundred page counter narrative, one that challenged everything we thought

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we knew about what happened that April morning, and yet,

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despite all the noise, the official record still stands. I've

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wrestled with whether to dive headfirst into the Oklahoma City

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bombing in a full podcast series. After producing the twenty

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part Deep Dive into the Halderson case, I realized I

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needed a break from that kind of intensity for now

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I'm focusing on shorter stories containing puzzles with clearer edges.

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But make no mistake, OK Bomb, as the FBI dubbed it,

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is a black hole of data. Twenty eight thousand interviews,

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seven one hundred pounds of evidence, nearly one billion pieces

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of information. It's not a story you dip your toes

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in into one you drown in. But maybe someday, if

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the time is right, if the questions still keep me

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up at night, we'll go there. But until then, we'll

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keep chasing the truth, one mystery at a time. I

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want to end today with one last clip from the

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film A Noble Lie, the documentary that we featured earlier

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in this episode. If you have any interest in the story,

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I highly recommend checking it out. It's for rent right

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now on Amazon. It's called A Noble Lie. And this

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is home video footage of Terrence as I think he

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would like to be remembered, happy with his family, singing

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to his children, and.

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I know tomorrow same We got a Lie alone.

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CNN for their article on the Oklahoma City bombing. In

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Terence Yeky written in twenty twenty three by Thomas Lake

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and thank you to the documentary A Noble Lie released

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